This is not infidelity related. But about change overall.
One of my aunts loves me like crazy. There was a significant function marking an important milestone her life couple of days ago.
I was planning to call but din as I was having my own pity party that day. My bro pinged me n said I should call. I told him I was busy n would call later. (I did not in the end)
He on the other hand very thoughtfully remembered the occasion and made sure to call her.
Today I called her and congratulated. She was very happy to receive my call and she said all sort of stuff regarding how much she missed me on that day.
And in the same conversation she mentioned that she was very thrilled when my bro called. Somehow I felt very guilty and had an urge to defend myself. (or to show myself in a good light)
I ended up telling her about the chat and said that since I knew he was calling I decided to call later.
My bro did a sweet thing, I could have appreciated it along with her and maintained that I couldn’t call on that day.
Now my question is, how do I change? I mean should I just take a note of it and be alert next time? Should I correct it? How?
I am not even sure what to conclude on this.
But its making me feel uneasy.
If I really break it down.
1) I was uncomfortable in appreciating my bro as you even I could have done it ..after all it was just a call
2) I though my aunt was really expecting my call and I had disappointed her.
So now I have identified this, how do I replace it/correct it?