I took my sons to a classmate's birthday party this afternoon. The party was playing mini-golf. Many of the other parents used the opportunity to play along side their children. Several husband and wives. It stuck me so hard that we will never have that again. My kids will never have a mom AND a dad to tag along. It will be one or the other.
3 days before DDay #2 we took the kids bowling. That's the last memory I have of all four us together.
I'm trying to stay strong with my 180. I've done really well the past few days. Our conversations have been strictly about the boys. He tried texting me last night at 11pm but I ignored it.
Just needed to get it out.
DDay #1 Tried R
DDAY #2 Divorcing
Burn everything love then burn the ashes.