"There are times when our reality is nothing but pain, and to escape that pain the mind must leave reality behind." Patrick Rothfuss
If you don't have to answer phone calls, maybe you can go to a local cafe that has free wifi to get out of the house once in a while.
I hope it works out well for you.
I edit often to fix stuff ☺️
Profoundly grateful Every. Single. Day. that I am blessed with an H with strength, integrity, and compassion, and that he decided to try.