But today, a cute guy carried a box for me (offered without my even asking), so I guess I still have it a bit...
"In life, unlike chess, the game continues after checkmate." - Asimov "Be patient and tough; someday this pain will be useful to you." - Ovid
Well this April's Fools Day joke sucked big time.
I'm sorry you are going through this.
I juste left my SO of almost 5 years. Abandonment and betrayal are two very deep wounds that are not present this time. And yes, I beleive you do have more tools than you had initially.
I'm so sorry. Sending you strength and hope the coming weeks bring happiness.
[This message edited by SI Staff at 6:13 PM, July 17th (Wednesday)]
“The most difficult times for many of us are the ones we give ourselves.” ― Pema Chödrön
What really sucks, though, is that I have mono so I can't take care of myself y eating right and exercising (just ate normally today for the first time, no gym), can't do things that are fun as a distraction, can't play with friends... that is kind of sucky... but I feel like I'll be okay.
Doing NC for right now. It's been 19 days since we last spoke, and 17 days since last contact. I told him I needed to do NC for a while to move forward. I can't be "friends" with him, but talking to him wont' help. I fewer urges to text or call about things (you know, inside jokes)... but sometimes I still go to grab the phone... I just text a girlfriend or send an email.
