You can call me NIK
It's another grieving process, rising. Just like so many others we've walked through in this whole crapfest, you just have to walk through the sadness, sit with the memories and loss, and then keep moving toward the future. And yes, it sucks.
This is it. The darkest day. The blackest hour. Chin up, shoulders back. Let's see what we're made of, you and I.
― The Doctor