And that word is Trigger (1000 times over!).
Wh told me of a renovation done is his department.
Yesterday he texts me a picture of the finished renovation...
Yes, like I needed to SEE a place I have avoided like the plague for three years.....a picture right beside the door leading to the room where he and ow2 did the nasty Lord only knows how many times....a picture, while ya the Reno looks all nice, has sent me into a deep, dark abyss of hell!!!
I have realized that all the anger I have worked hard to work through isn't gone but has been sitting deep in the bowels of my gut just waiting to explode.
And explode it has, not outwardly though. Inside I'm on fire.
A picture. Stupid picture.
Part of my anger is at wh for sending me that picture. I have explained countless times about triggers. I have explained that I hate how he can walk into that back room every day and relive his happy times with ow2. a spank bank of memories he has. Makes me
So why on earth would he think I would want to see a picture of anything to do with that place???
Sorry...I just needed to vent.