Me BW Him XSAWH
So after my recent move, I got mono. This blows. It's a 'minor' case in that I haven't been bed ridden, but I still get nightly fevers and really tired.
I pushed myself a little too hard or just had more bad luck and I got a secondary staph infection in my eyes.
At most, I've been getting out 2-3 hours a day. Maybe 4. Then I tend to lay about on the couch feeling bleh.... I sleep about 10-12 hours a night.
I am soooo fucking tired of being sick and tired! It's been 3 weeks! I want to go out and explore my new town. I want to get back on my fitness regieme. I want to meet up with old friends and make new ones.
I also just broke up with boyfriend (due to the move) and so this makes me just sit around and dwell.
Oh, and because of the stupid staph infection I can't put eye makeup on for a week or wear contact lenses for a week - and my eyes are all photosensitive!!
I hate life!
Also, this isn't a bad enough case of mono that I'm losing weight. I'm just losing muscle tone. I hate that! I should have at least been able to drop 10 lbs!!
DDays 2006, and then numerous more
"In life, unlike chess, the game continues after checkmate." - Asimov
"Be patient and tough; someday this pain will be useful to you." - Ovid