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thecosmogirl posted 7/25/2013 20:56 PM

I triggered bad today!
Had an argument, he got loud and defensive and my Spidey Senses went haywire!!!
Went to a bar. Sat there for 3 hours talking to the bartender and one old guy (place was empty besides us). Had 2 drinks and 3 big glasses of water (I'm too smart to drive drunk).
Went home and left him in town (we live 25 miles on the out skirts). We drove in together. He will make it home or not. Don't really care right now.

I know this is part of it but, crap!!! I didn't even pretend to hide my crazy. Miranda Lambert would've been proud, lol
I feel better already. I'm so glad this place is here :)

brkn_heartd posted 7/25/2013 22:15 PM

I am sorry you have had a rough day. Take care of yourself.

Jrazz posted 7/25/2013 23:44 PM

Wait.. did you guys go to the bar together?

Be safe. Take care of yourself.

(((thecosmogirl)))

WeepingBuddhist posted 7/26/2013 07:21 AM

Ha! I love that song! It saw me through many days before R (and many days since!)

It may have been inconsiderate to leave him to find his own way home, but it seems a relatively deal-withable consequence of betraying you.

thecosmogirl posted 7/26/2013 11:09 AM

That song is pretty good :)

I went to the bar alone. Not one of my smarter ideas.
He came home, early in fact. He keeps apologizing but, seems like my give a shits busted right now.
Not mad though, not anything. It's weird. And since I keep referring to songs, Pat Benetar keeps playing in my head....
I went running this morning and that always helps.

WeepingBuddhist posted 7/26/2013 13:15 PM

I had to take kreayshawn off my playlist but I did leave "you ain't woman enough" on there.

1Faith posted 7/26/2013 16:34 PM

How did he get home?

I am glad you were safe.

Sometimes you have to just take a break.

Lady Chardonnay has been my friend a many of nights. Not always a good thing but hey...you have to do what you need to do.

Hang in there Cosmogirl.

Sending hugs....

xoxoxox