the Emeli Sande song thats pretty popular i have to say i love it though it makes me pretty sad because thats what i HAD and though it was one slip its all it took to make me my world crash and burn . no i look at it like its a song to GOD that hes next to me and well the makes my heart feel good for the moment , WH hears it and i can tell he wishes that he could be that for me the its happened and well nothing will change it .
beautiful song though lucky lady if she is talking about her husband . anyone who has somebody who is with someone who can voice theyre concerns and speak honestly about their happiness is very lucky somebody that doesnt have to del with what we are dealing with is very lucky .
makes me sad that i have two small daughters who 9 times out of 10 will feel this pain at some point in their lives and my WH wont be able to say much about it and that will be the day my heart breaks in pieces again i fear for them . 
