cant fiqure out if its a mind game or just that he is confused, messed up, f**ked up
He told me a few weeks ago that he wishes she would do what i did
When I discovered his affair, I told him to pack his bags and get the f**k out, and he did. But the next day, he was living with her.
So he wants her to do that, and that pisses me off, I have listened to his problems and troubles with her for over a year and he did nothing to end it with her, despite telling me he didnt love her, and wishes this didnt happen
And for quite a long time, I bought it, I believed him, but finally had enough and told him I dont want to have anything to do with him as long as he is with her.....that was March 22, he stayed away for almost 16 weeks, came in the day after I told him I was giving up on us, he stayed here but slept on the sofa and we hardly even talked.
I dont know where his head is at, and I have to wonder if he even knows, he's a coward and wants everyone else to do what he should be doing, which is end this bull
I'm letting go and trusting that whats meant to be will be and moving on with my life
I believe this will work out the way its suppose to, and no matter if its with us back together or on my own, i will be ok