Me BW Him XSAWH
It's been a month since xSO and I broke up. We broke up because I moved for a job - 1,500 miles away. Neither of us wanted to do the indefinite long distance dance. He had some things career wise he wants to explore - making his life really uncertin and crazy right now.
It's been 30 days since I've seen him. I spoke to him once for about 15 minutes.
I miss talking to him every day. Texting him. Joking with him. Kissing him. Being held...
I know the beak up was the right decision. Most of the time - 99.99% of the time, I'm okay. But there's always this... echo of him and his presence. I think "Oh, SO would like this" or "SO would love to go see x." Even grocery shopping I stop myself from buying things I know he would like to eat.
Anyway... just posting. Venting. Sharing.
DDays 2006, and then numerous more
"In life, unlike chess, the game continues after checkmate." - Asimov
"Be patient and tough; someday this pain will be useful to you." - Ovid