Things going ok. I hadn't been on here in a month. Things going as good as they can get. H really trying and accomplishing his goals.
Yesterday, I was listening to my "Runny Mascara" playlist. He got in my truck and heard, Courtney Love (from Hole) screaming, "Someday, you will ache like I ache!" Needless to say, it was a heartaching day for me.
Most days are good, most bad thoughts are replaced by good thoughst, triggers ignored, focusing on the boys and the good in our lives, thankful for my good job, but yesterday. Yesterday, was a bad day. Cried all day because he worked all weekend.
Does anyone else get this way? Still?