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libertyrocks (original poster member #38924) posted at 5:47 PM on Monday, July 29th, 2013
Things going ok. I hadn't been on here in a month. Things going as good as they can get. H really trying and accomplishing his goals.
Yesterday, I was listening to my "Runny Mascara" playlist. He got in my truck and heard, Courtney Love (from Hole) screaming, "Someday, you will ache like I ache!" Needless to say, it was a heartaching day for me.
Most days are good, most bad thoughts are replaced by good thoughst, triggers ignored, focusing on the boys and the good in our lives, thankful for my good job, but yesterday. Yesterday, was a bad day. Cried all day because he worked all weekend.
Does anyone else get this way? Still?
Me-37 Ws-37
2 kids
Dday Nov 2012, TT for a year.
Reconciling for the third time in 4 years.
Yakamishi ( member #38230) posted at 6:28 PM on Monday, July 29th, 2013
Oh yeah! My life in a nutshell. Great days after another, then bang. Insecurity central. Fear, anger, despair, hope....one big stew.
Me: BH
Her: WW Mrs.yaka
Kids:4
Variouse clues to EA. WW promised it would stop.
D-Day of EA 9/13/2012 2:01PM found 2 yrs of text messages, confessed to EA
D-Day of PA: confessed on 9/22/12 11:53 PM. Worst moment of my life
mysticpenguin ( member #38839) posted at 8:59 PM on Monday, July 29th, 2013
Hey liberty. I was thinking of you a couple of days ago, could NOT remember your username, only your tagline
Glad to hear from you!
I'm not as far out as you are so I have no insight except to say that from all I've read and heard, that seems to be completely normal.
(((((hugs)))))
meplusfour ( member #38958) posted at 11:58 PM on Monday, July 29th, 2013
Glad to hear that you are doing well.
BW (me)42
WH 44
3 daughters, 1 son
Married 10 years, together 13
DDay 3/14/2013, four year PA
In R
"Sometimes you have to accept the fact that certain things will never go back to the way they used to be."
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