so in my hole of despair with trying to decide what avenue i want to take and how i want to do this, with my H being a dilwad and seeing someone - (i digress) - i found some happiness in planning our daughter's 6th bday party. we're having it at a destination. a place called deer forest. i don't have to clean my house or make sure the yard is mowed, etc. i am making the cake. oh wow... i need to practice! i can do it, i just need smaller nibs for the icing. hahahaaaa!!! the barbie cake looks like dread lock barbie! we had a small family party, just the 3 of us (h, me, daughter) on her bday. i just want this to be a happy day with her friends and other family that live out of town.
now, to go and sob...
