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libertyrocks posted 7/31/2013 17:30 PM

...of R. haha. It's hard work! :) Anyone else? I love my H again, but geez, if someone told me I'd be a freaking martyr when I grew up, I wouldn't have believed them. To an extent I think we all are. Martyrs for the sake of love we have for our S's, regardless of shit we're dealing with.

Things I think about while listening to everyone here and priding myself on the fact that it takes a big person to forgive.

High road.
Path less traveled.
Makes me stronger.
For love.
For me.

I'm sort of ranting today. No harm intended, just trying to reach out. I still wouldn't trade my life or boys for anything. Now, the actions of my H, well, you get the picture...

LosferWords posted 7/31/2013 17:40 PM

For me.

That right there is what doesn't make you a martyr.

I agree, though. It is tiring, and VERY hard work!

I love your list of things to think about. I'm going to borrow that, if you don't mind.

HeartInADustpan posted 7/31/2013 17:54 PM

You hit the nail on the head, liberty. We're pretty close dday#1 and I feel ya. Just remember "[We] can survive this...Talk to others who have.". Just keep on talking.

Hang in there.

crazyblindsided posted 7/31/2013 18:26 PM

Hang in there! I'm hanging by a thread right now. This R rollercoaster IS tiring and some days I want to just get off.

forgivingnow posted 8/1/2013 08:47 AM

"It takes a big person to forgive."

I love your list of positive traits, things to think about.

I'll add...

ItsaClimb posted 8/1/2013 09:17 AM

I know just how you feel! I wrote this post some time ago -

Pretty much expresses how I was feeling at the time

Schilling posted 8/1/2013 10:22 AM

It is. I told my IC this yesterday. That I was feeling tired... drained and a little indifferent.

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