SAWH and I are now separated in house. I should have done this when I found out about the A. Probably would have prevented some Jerry Springer moments and him having to see my neediness.
This is helping me figure out what I need in order to move forward. Do I want to stay in the marriage? What do I need in order to stay in the marriage?
I need perspective, clarity, etc. I need to not wonder when he is coming to bed, what he is thinking, what I am thinking, 24x7. For awhile, I just need to BE.
It's been 4 nights and it's been pretty good. I told him I will no longer pretend we are a married couple. If he is going to treat me like a roommate, then that is what we will be until we decide what the next step is.