Well, the custody agreement is in the mail. I'm not exactly sure how I feel about it. A little bit of relief mixed with anxiety and sadness, maybe?
Relief that this one small step towards securing my children's future has been initiated. Anxiety that he won't sign it. Sadness that this is what our lives have come to.
So, now we wait. If he signs off... great. Its exactly what he requested. He knew weeks ago that I had suggested getting an agreement down on paper. I didn't feel comfortable with the verbal arrangement, especially since he has railroaded all of my other requests without so much as batting an eyelash.
I'm afraid he is going to freak out that its coming from an attorney's office and then refuse to sign. Not because he doesn't agree with the arrangement, he will just be pissed off that I dare make a decision without his knowledge.
DDay #1 Tried R
DDAY #2 Divorcing
Burn everything love then burn the ashes.