me: BW, 30
It's definitely a roller coaster ride. I was okay, for most of today, until about 30 minutes ago. I had been feeling angry, and that was helping me focus on creating an exit plan. Then all of a sudden out of nowhere the tears started flowing. I'm at work, so I locked myself in the bathroom until I could compose myself. I managed to, but reading your post about weddings and vows and stuff brought it back again, and I'm typing this reply through blurry eyes.
Know what I realized while I was in the bathroom though? I'm a f-ing dragon. Yup, that's right. I cry pink-sparkly magical tears, so that makes me a goddamn dragon, right? Who cares if it was just the effect of my make-up?? I am a goddamn dragon and I can get through this shit!
And so can you. You don't have to be a dragon, but it helps. Wishing you strength, inshockandhurt.
him: WH, 25
us: edging closer to R every day
married 2y, together 2.5y
1 beautiful daughter, 23m
"Someday soon, I'm going to put my life together; Win or lose, I'm starting over again."