First off, we are starting A season...so I am sure that it part of it. I have been sick I am sure that is part of it. I am finishing my doctorate degree and defend in 1 week and I am sure that it part of it. However, I cannot get over an overwhelming feeling of sadness.
I stayed at home from work today due to being sick...I never do that...and somehow feel that he is bothered by that. Maybe he is not...but then of course my mind is worried...did I interrupt something for him...you know the mental games your mind will play. He has given me no indication in several years anything is up. I have just been really goosey the last few days.
I hope it gets better.