H has been switched to midnight shift. He came home this morning and we took advantage of no one being up yet
Afterwards, my mind just started rolling with one thought after another. Funny thing was he sighed and said what a great way to start the weekend, and I thought "No, you shitbird, it isn't with these thoughts running through my head."
I can't seem, even after being at 4 years out, to get the thoughts of he did this or he did that with her out of my head.
We've talked about it so many times that I don't even mention it anymore. He would if I wanted to, but what's the use? So I just suck it up and deal with it.
What a shitty way to start the weekend.