Was my wedding day to my STBXH. I was the happiest woman in the world. My 2nd wedding, his first. He wanted a church wedding because he was only going to get married once. (First marriage was not in a church).
The pain of this day just snuck up on me. Last year (first anniversary after D-day) I had just lost my daughter so really cognizant of anything. This year I feel it. Today sucks. I had not even really put it in my mind up until 2 hours ago. Woke up with a headache, wondered how that happened. Made plans for lunch with daughters. Then it hit me. My anniversary. Then I wonder if he remembers. What he is doing.
Getting a little weepy. I may have to take either take something or go shopping. Anything to get my mind off of today.
I really hate what he has done.
WS: Just a squished bug on the window of my life!
Divorced-Let my new beginning start
They have a choice: they can live in my new world, or they can die in their old one." — Daenerys Targaryen