She is outing me and my affair partners on social media right now.
After the post goes up, I'll be logging in to confirm her statements to everyone.
Today has been exactly a month since D day and it has been the worst month of my entire life. I don't want to be divorced. I want to reconcile this marriage and have a life together more than anything in the world. I know that my wants matter very little in the wake of what I have done.
I can't believe that I have thrown away the love of this passionate, intelligent beautiful person who has stood by my side, literally and figuratively with sword in hand, against all comers. And for what? A tawdry romp with someone who didn't respect our marriage.
I wish with all of my heart that I hadn't been unfaithful.
My wife, I am sorry. I apologize for all of my failures and betrayals.