I could see it in your eyes when you had the sick need to come into my house to meet me before I knew about all this.
You came to size me up.
But when you left, you knew and I knew the status of the other,
you don't compare to me, you knew I was a better woman than you would ever be.
And maybe then was the moment you realized how pathetic and cheap and typical your affair was.
He doesn't really love you.
It was sex and excitement and neediness and trying to fill your mutual insecurity.
And If you truly loved him, you wouldn't have let him risk the rest of his life.Rip apart a family. Two little kids.
Now the life he knew was over.
And the life you knew was over.
You might think you will have a life with him because he can't repair what he did to our family.
But he will only realize how horribly he down graded to you,
and resent you,
and hate you for all he lost.
And then you both have nothing.
but especially you.
I tell people I am tired but really my heart is broken and I am sad.
I feel that way. Its where the great mind fuck is in all of this. WH appeared to be giving his best to OW but she was getting him at the lowest, dirtiest point in his life. She got nothing but a hairy worm.
You thought you had the best of him, but really you were accepting the worst of him
That is very true,I never really thought of that before. Thank you for posting this.
"Forgiveness means giving up all hope of a better past."
Fool me once - Shame on you. Fool me twice - pack your shit and get out.