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huRtZ413 posted 8/12/2013 13:06 PM

i hate looking at my WH and thinking how could you thats not who you are at all thats not the person i know.

he says he thinks im lying to myself about wanting to stay i dont know if hes right or not because i truly just dont know. there are many reasons i stay and i have some as to why i should go but im lost.

hes made great changes and i dont want anybody to reap the benefits , yet i dont want this as part of our history...


i hate that for every a couple hours someone got his attention that his d*** stood up for someone other than me that he wanted her and not me that night.


i want her to get aids.



i dont know how to control anger ive never been one to be angry and ive never hated before

authenticnow posted 8/12/2013 15:43 PM

huRtz,

There is no OP venting in the Reconciliation Forum.

Would you like this moved to General so you can feel free to vent?

AN

ifinallyfoundme posted 8/12/2013 15:43 PM

he says he thinks im lying to myself about wanting to stay i dont know if hes right or not because i truly just dont know. there are many reasons i stay and i have some as to why i should go but im lost.

focus on


Me: BS -23 Him:WH-25July 2005 high school sweethearts wedding day - 08/17/07
two beautiful baby girls 4yrs old/17 mon
DDay: 4-28-13 ONS. he confessed the day after
he is now being the model remorseful WS

I used to want to scratch his eyes out, but he'd still be the same person. Is there another reason for your hatred, could it be shame?

He immediately confessed and according to you remorseful. Little heads in young bodies stand up when the wind blows, which doesn't say much about her. Focus on you and your babies and examine your anger. That's not good for mommy!

huRtZ413 posted 8/12/2013 15:52 PM

MOD,yes please! sorry.

authenticnow posted 8/12/2013 15:53 PM

I'll move it for you .

huRtZ413 posted 8/12/2013 15:58 PM

finallyfoundme- lol i guess i didnt understand the little heads comment.....


anger because he let me down i thought my choice in a life partner was right on the money that he'd never hurt me this way.


all the male figures in my life were cheaters and i hated it but i was determined to say that wasnt what id end up with and look at me . i got me a cheater GRANTED these male figures were serial cheater, abusers, users and hateful and lied about it all the time ...i got me one that spilled his guts cause in his word he cant hold guilt and is "the type to hang himself "not in a literal sense...he just holds pride in the fact that he isnt perfect but in the end he will do whats right and that there was no doubt in his head that i had to know what he did and would not lie to me .

[This message edited by huRtZ413 at 4:00 PM, August 12th (Monday)]

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