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I feel like a Zombie

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wannarun posted 8/13/2013 09:44 AM

Yes the walking dead!! I see those creepy zombies on TV and video games my son and his friends play they just moan and walk around in a trans-like state with their milky eyes and old worn out clothes!! okay I'm not quite that obviously zombiefied on the outside!! close but not quite!! but on the inside ^^^^ this is so how i feel!! Why can't the quiet little voice inside telling me I can, be as loud and convincing as the big voice that keeps pushing me down making me believe I can't?!? Just can't find the spark...... Feeling a big internal struggle this morning!! Really hating my life these days!! I can't really say it has a whole lot to do with my WH a itself, more the way it has made me more aware of the things I hate about myself and the feeling that these things are part of who I am and can't be changed!! Therefore I'll never be good enough there will always be something wrong with me!! These feelings have bled over into the parts of me that were good and worthy and killed them!! So now I'm a Zombie!! Yes the walking dead!!

simplydevastated posted 8/13/2013 09:51 AM

(((HUGS)))

I'm sorry you're feeling that way. You're not a zombie and that "I can" voice will become louder and squash that "I can't" voice. There is nothing wrong with me. Keep saying that to yourself "There is nothing wrong with me."

(((HUGS)))

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