I agree heartedly with Sisoon.
It absolutely makes sense that you would feel this way. I did myself. When H's fog finally broke and he relised what he had been in I sat and made him look at her photos. He was visibly repulsed. I felt enormous satisfaction when he talked through his loathing of her a few months out.
Now she is invisible to him, but when somehting reminds him of his actions he swings from deep sadness to feeling ill to tears to gratitude that I am still here fighting with him to rebuild our lives.
Sisson is right over time, you will be happy when the AP's are nothing to him.
Loathing and repulsion takes up a lot of emotional energy. this is energy that belongs to your marriage.
He may or may not move through the loathing / repulsion stages. but with time the goal for you both will be neutrality. (for my own part - I am still working on that, I can still have days that I just hate her and want to see some kind of consequence in her life, but those days are declining in frequency).
Blessing to you Hopeful.