I don’t know if I will ever be completely healed in our M
..nightmares continue to haunt my nights..
..fWW's betrayal was with my bf and lasted over 18 years .. starting while she was my steady gf and on into our marriage.
..we have been in R for over 4 years and i still struggle with putting it all behind me.
..it can never be what it was supposed to be.. really sad to realize it never was!!
..if you want this marriage, you just have to keep trying.
..for me, at 66, it's too late to start all over again