My wife and I have been extremely up and down for the last year.
you can read my posts for my back story.
Perhaps today represented a positive step. I am cautiously optimistic that it is.
she texted me after a long phone conversation that she is done looking for something else, or someone else. that she realized in the last week that regardless of how much i hurt her with my a, and she has hurt me, that no one will ever love her as much as i do.
i am hopeful this is a positive step, as i have felt hopeless lately.