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ItsNotYouitsMe posted 8/15/2013 11:12 AM

Sorry about the length, writing this out is actually helping me deal with it, thank you for your support, this happened over this last month, It involves a 16 year old boy, our church, and fireworks.

Here is how it all came undone. It was the 4th of July, we were watching fireworks and I had at the time our shared galaxy phone. As the fireworks are going off, the phone buzzes in my pocket and its a text from a boy in my wife's youth group. I should probably fill you in, she was / still is a youth leader in our local church, teenage, high school age kids. So the text read "where are you?". Maybe he sent it to the wrong person. But after a couple minutes another... "I am here." "Here" I assumed was at the fireworks show.

This wasn't my light bulb moment, you know, the moment when every little thing you have noticed but passed off as nothing comes together like a puzzle and finally you see the whole picture (that picture being your spouse giving of themselves to another, whether physically or emotionally, maybe both.) My light bulb moment came later that night, when I had time to sort through all these events and finally something clicked. You see, my wife had an ipod that I had nothing to do with. It was completely hers, I didn't touch it. Partly because I used Android and Apple was foreign to me, I didn't know anything about Facetime and ichat or an apple id, apple email.

So here I am lying in bed, by myself, a little background, my wife ever night would say goodnight, and go downstairs and have her "me" time. With 3 kids I didn't complain much, as long as she spent some time talking to me about her day and we said goodnight, I was content. I would rather us be in bed together, but I work early and expecting her to be in bed by 9pm isn't practical.

So I am lying there, thinking about events, early that day and the last couple months... just that day we had a group of friends over, including this teenage boy and his parents. During one part of the evening, I went to look for my wife and found her in the kitchen with this boy, alone, both just staring at me- silent. Once again, it was strange, but not clicking still, was I in denial maybe?

In previous months she had invited him over, you see he played the guitar and my wife sings. She told me they were going to record a CD together and asked if him coming over in the evenings for a week was OK. I agreed it was fine, coming home from work though, he would already be at my house, then I would cook dinner for us all. I tried not to think too much into it. Then she was going to his parents house, to finish up songs. I asked if his parents were home and she assured me they were. It was all so weird to me, my 33 year old wife, singing, hanging out with a 16 year old boy. But my mind couldn't even imagine that she was giving herself emotionally over to him, we had been doing great, everything was great in our marriage, 12 years, 3 kids, great church, she stayed at home with the kids... and a 16 year boy, NO, I can't be thinking these things. And she would assure me, it's's just this, it's just that... it's OK, we're just """friends""".

I was fighting the "click", really, I didn't want to break our trust, little did I know she was breaking it daily with a youth from our church.

Back to the 4th of July, the night it wasn't going to be a secret no more. Lying in bed for about an hour, giving her, her "me" time. I got up, went downstairs quickly and saw her on her ipod, normally I could care less, but this time I pressed. Who are you talking to I asked... She said his name. I said its 10 at night, what is there to talk about with him this late? She said he had a question. This was her typical response when I asked what was talked about... I was smarter this time, I said let me see your ipod, she gave it to me. I told her I am keeping this and I am going to find out what you have been talking about. She for the most part didn't say much, she was probably wondering how much I could find out, after all, she deleted everything. I asked her why is everything deleted, no chats, no emails, no calls. She told me she just wanted to keep the memory clean. I kept silent.

You see, I knew something she didn't as well as many other ipod owners out there. When you delete something, it really isn't deleted, you can recover about a weeks worth of chats, calls, emails, etc... maybe more. But right away, you can go to the spotlight search if it hasn't been synced and spotlight search will show you text, etc. with the keyword you type even though it has been deleted. Its still indexed for searching but it can't be opened from the search, just previewed.

Well, I typed in my name. Then a number a text to this boy pop up, they were talking about me, sometimes joking about me. I couldn't read it all cause its just a preview, but I knew it wasn't good things. Then I typed in something I didn't want to see...Love. 100's of text pop up, from him to her, her to him, xoxo, love you, can't wait to facetime, can't wait to see you, every night, every day, while at work, while she was away. I searched hot, cute, flirt... all came up with chats, she said he was cute, he said he flirted with her, said she was attractive. It was enough, I knew now everything I thought, was correct. My warnings to her, my concerns were true, it has happened, she began and was connecting with this boy on a very deep level.

This whole time she was just standing there, not saying anything as I searched these keywords. I would ask why did you say these things, she started making excuses. It was out of friendship, or he was hurting that day, I was wanting to make him feel better, I am his youth leader, I wanted to just help him. She was trying to tell me it wasn't nothing and these text were just out of context, nothing was going on. At the same time, she was apologizing and telling me it won't happen again. It was getting very late, we called it a night and I kept her ipod bring it to work the next day.

I get to work the next day, having a desk job, I was able to download and run some ipod recovery software. Ask and I will tell you what I used, it was free to scan and preview everything it could recover and that's all I needed to do. After installing itunes, syncing, and then running the recovery software, it recovers over 3000 of the last text, showed me the last facetime calls, phone calls, etc. I began to read the text, the full text conversations. I get sick reading them, and told my boss I needed to leave for the day, I was sick. It seemed like I was reading a conversation between a boyfriend and girlfriend, that just fell madly in love. They couldn't wait to see / talk / spend time with each other every day. They were facetiming at night when I was in bed, I was wishing I had a wife to hold, she was giving herself emotionally to a 16 year old boy. I was torn. I don't cry at all, I cried on my wedding day, I almost cried during my kids births, and I was crying now. There was hurt for the church we are in, the ministry she had been given, the parents of this boy, our kids, our marriage, her, she was in so much denial, this box, her own world.

So I went home early, she knew then it was serious. We talked in my car for awhile, I told her I was able to read everything. I hadn't taking the time to read all 3000 text yet, but knew enough that she was totally giving herself to him emotionally. She finally began to admit wrong, how stupid it was, that there was no excuse, I did ask what did I do or haven't done, she said it was all her, she loved the attention, her teenage years were her getting made fun of, the fat girl, now she is getting the attention of boys with recent weight loss and likes the comments, feeds off them no matter who they are from. That is the problem she admits, she has self-confidence issues. I was also giving her the comments and really happy with her weight loss. When a comment came from another guy, by circumstance a 16 year old in her youth ministry, it made her feel a way that she obviously couldn't get enough of.

I told her we need to build our trust, no ipod, no internet, no ONLINE social life, we need to work on us. She agreed, we closed private emails, facebook, etc... the ipod was given away. Lastly I told her that I feel like we should talk to the parents of this boy. Embarrassing as it may be, if it were my son and he was in a situation with a married women, his youth leader, I would have wanted to know and help him through it. I also said she should pull out of the ministry for awhile, because it would be too weird for me for her to be in a position of leadership, to be an example, when she completely failed at that. She was not agreeing to those things so much. She didn't want anyone else knowing and she thought that ministry should be continued, because its unto God, not anything else. I told her there are consequences and getting out was the right thing for now, there are too many feelings to have to deal with it over and over. I also reminded her that I knew there were texting during the classes secretly and they thought it was so cool because no one knew. She agreed finally to take a break. But didn't want to tell anyone. I reluctantly agreed.

More mistakes... so the next night at church I am approached by this young boy, he wanted to talk, strange, since he would have no idea, unless my wife talk to him again. So I agreed and I wanted to let him speak his thoughts, give him his chance to fess up. Right away he took a very defensive position, telling me that he thought of my wife as nothing more than a sister. He had sisters and she was just like that, he didn't tell her anything he wouldn't have told one of his sisters. Also he said if you want to talk to me or about me, come to me, don't go to my parents, father, or anybody else, you come to me. I could tell he was nervous and now I knew for sure he had a heads up from my wife on what I had shared with her the day before. I told him simply he crossed the line, I didn't go into detail about anything said, just told him there is a time and place for hello's, but you crossed a line, you did more, and wanted more than you should have wanted. I honestly felt like it wasn't really on him, my wife was the leader and parent, the adult here, I really didn't want to argue with a 16 year old on what he can and can't do with my wife. It was rather strange and embarrassing for me. Also my wife was still confiding in him since he knew about me wanting to go to his parents. I finally told him that I would not go to his parents without him there or letting him know. We left it at that.

Back to my wife now... another long night, another stab in the back, I asked her how he knew about everything. She met him early that day in a park, she just wanted him to know that it was over. The secrets was out. I honestly didn't want to keep prying my wife, she broke trust again, and I was just fed up with it. How can I have her trust when she goes out after all this and tells him more. She wanted to know if we should separate, I just wanted her to have genuine remorse, not just sorry for me catching her and how sorry she was to him... what about me, the husband of 12 years, 3 beautiful kids? I didn't want to share with her no more feelings, and I didn't want to give up on everything, I asked for time. Let's stay and just let time heal. Proof is in how we take these next few weeks I told her.

So after more days of healing, I needed to read through all the text, to map it all out in my head. I thought I knew the worst of it, but read more stuff, about my wife and I, our intimate times, she was comfortable enough to share those things with him. She also was facetiming another Guy I found out. I didn't even mention the other EA she had before this. That was probably a 6 month long EA, 5 or so years ago. I found out about that EA because she slipped, she meet the guy one time at the mall and my sister saw them, after I was told, I didn't think anything but used spy software on her computer and what I saw was her on the verge of divorce and wanting to marry this other guy, oh by the way having great times with me in bed, then talking to him all night how tortured she was...

Well, she was re-connecting with him, thank GOD he had a girlfriend and so he was somewhat, I say somewhat constrained. But it was another dagger to the heart though, I again had to leave work for "sickness". And she admitted it, even go out of town to see him on trips to visit her parents.. It was too much, I almost called it off, I was looking for divorce help, what would happen to the kids...she was a stay at home mom, no income, she would have to live at her parents, with our children, is this anyway for them to live. I was holding on this time for the kids. So she said it may be worse for the kids to just stay. I told her I can't change her, I will be willing to work things out, but she has to want me 100% and give me 100%. She said that is what she wanted, so she would work on herself.

I had finished reading all the text, seeing her facetime history, etc. I knew with this boy anyway, she didn't do anything physical besides a hug, they joked about how passionately they could hug each as friends. Sickening I know. But I don't believe it went any further physically. I can only hope on the other EA, she didn't open up about it, I didn't pry...I was in too much shock and too taken by this thing with this teenager.

Your sin will find you... Well, its been a month now since the fireworks, literally. And one of my wife's girlfriends called to express concern over something she has been holding onto for awhile, that's been a weight on her conscience. Her teenage son was with this teenage boy my wife had the EA with when my wife was texting him awhile back. It normally might not seem like a big deal, but this was late at night and our friends know I sleep early, rise early, so when her son told her my wife was texting this kid at night, she was not comfortable with that. She told my wife these things concerned her and my wife's reply was we are working through things, please mind your own business basically. To which her friend replied, what about the church, the ministry you are in, the parents, they should know (Ironic I said the same things), to which my wife replied basically that it was our business, we are past this, stay out. It was more dramatic of course than this, arguing and hanging up and calling back.

So my wife in the heat of the moment, called the boys mom and had her over, like the very second she hung up with her (maybe still) friend. I don't know everything that was said, but my wife said she told his mom that she was secretly texting her son behind my back and was sorry for it. I wouldn't imagine that any detail was discussed as embarrassing as it could be. But that it was a secret and wrong of her to do that. So my wife also said to me if you need to talk to his dad go ahead, its out now. I did call his dad and only said if he had any question after he talks to his wife and son to call me. I didn't tell him anything else.

It was all so ironic, the teenager getting on my case for wanting to tell his dad and my wife doing the same, then a month later, she spills it out to the mom in the heat of a moment because someone else saw them texting. This was yesterday...

Now today. I go on, I want to move forward, but I feel like because we fully didn't deal with this, fully with everyone involved because of a teenager, because of a church, because of a ministry, now we may have to open wounds just starting to heal, do I really tell the parents of this young boy things he said to my wife or worse, what my wife said to him? The pastor of our church? So much shame & embarrassment.

AStar posted 8/15/2013 11:34 AM

Itsnotyouitsme, I am so sorry for the pain you are going through and your difficult situation.
It is best that it is all in the open- you can deal with the various issues that affect your marriage.
EAs are still a betrayal of you and your marriage. It is hard to deal with and complicated by the fact that a minor is the other person. It impacts you, your wife, this boy and his parents.
I am trying not to be unkind when I say your wife not only abused your trust, but that of her position as youth leader. I am not sure of the law where you live, but there might be criminal implications- you might want to discuss this with a lawyer.

I am sorry for the reason that you find yourself here, but please know that you will find help and support here.
Be kind to yourself Itsnotmeitsyou.

Crushed1 posted 8/15/2013 11:36 AM

Hi ItsNotYouitsMe. You are right to be concerned about your wife's behavior, she is at the least showing she has poor boundaries. I think you are wise to suggest that she discontinue her youth work for the time being.

confused615 posted 8/15/2013 11:43 AM

If this were a 33 year old man..and a 16 year old girl...we would call the man a pedophile.

Your WW is in a position of trust and needs to be removed from being the youth leader at church immediately.

Of course his parents need to know..this kid is still a kid...he needs therapy to deal with what your WW has done. There is no way she told his mother..and his mother just said "ok"?? Im guessing she told his mother there are silly rumors flying around,gossips trying to stir up trouble,and not to believe them.

I don't know how old your kids are...but you are a parent...if a 33 year old adult..ANY adult..but especially one who is in a position of trust with your child..abused that authority and did/said the things your WW said to this kid...wouldn't you want to know?

Also..chances are,there was some PA. You need to be tested,as does she.

Im so sorry for what you are going through..your WW is sick..she preyed on a child. She needs help..not protection.

[This message edited by confused615 at 11:47 AM, August 15th (Thursday)]

RyeBread posted 8/15/2013 11:49 AM

If this were a 33 year old man..and a 16 year old girl...we would call the man a pedophile.

^^^This. I would get an attorney for yourself ASAP.

Your WW needs help and I plead with you that you will tell the boys parents. I know it will be hard but they have a right to know this. Putting yourself in their position, would you want to know? And if you don't say anything that may have legal ramifications for you too. What would that do to your kids? Your children will need you now more than ever as you navigate this mess your wife has chosen to make.

So very sorry for what is happening to you. It is hard and I know you love your wife. But she is not safe right now and especially not safe to be around minors.

Stay strong.

Jwayne10 posted 8/15/2013 11:52 AM

I am sorry you are dealing with this. I agree with what everyone is saying, I was kind of in shock reading this. This was a minor, everything needs to be out in the open. You need to show his parents the texts, so they can get him the help he needs. Being introduced to such adult topics can change him as man. Your wife needs to be removed from any kind of contact from teenage boys. Your wife meeting another man she was having an EA with, sounds likely a PA happened. If I were you I would get tested for disease. This may sound harsh but your ww crossed some many lines here. I believe getting this teenage boy help and your wife out her position with the church should be your first priority. I know she is your wife and you love her but this is something that cant be swept under the rug. She might pray on other teenagers one day.

heforgotme posted 8/15/2013 11:52 AM

do I really tell the parents of this young boy things he said to my wife or worse, what my wife said to him? The pastor of our church?

Yes. Her days of leading a youth group are over. It is a consequence of her betrayal of trust, not just of you, but also of this boy and the parents who entrusted her with him.

If she fully recovers, maybe she can become involved with ministry again someday. But not with youth. That will never again be appropriate after this.

hopefulmother posted 8/15/2013 12:04 PM

Yes, tell them everything.

This boy is young and nave. He needs to learn how destructive this behavior is and he will need help. Your wife took advantage of him. Ruined his ability to make healthy connections with his peers.

Sorry, not only is it disgusting what she did to your is disgusting what she did to theirs.

So that is three EA's? Twice to the same guy? The community needs to know that a women like her is leading their children. Did she stop the ministry? She is no role model for the youth. They need someone that has self-confidence and good moral values. She has neither.

In addition you may regret later that it didn't come out in the open. When it is too late to bring it up. You can't heal over an infection.

toomanyregrets posted 8/15/2013 12:12 PM

I'm so sorry your here.

Remembetr, you are not responsible.

Andthencraigslis posted 8/15/2013 12:13 PM

My heart is breaking for you...Please don't get caught up in the way your wife is trying to minimize what this is and was. I am in my 30's there is nothing remotely appealing about a relationship with a 16 year old boy... Your wife is VERY broken. She needs intense IC, you should see a lawyer immediately, talk to your pastor and the kid's parents (after lawyer). By not sharing this information that you are now aware , and if it goes on... you are putting yourself in moral, legal and financial peril. I agree this boy needs help too, at the very least he was put in a very confusing place by a person who had authority over him. Please document everything you can, and do not give you wife a head's up on what you are doing. You need to protect yourself and your kids now first. The marriage should you choose to eventually try to recover, can wait, and it will have to. You can not have a healthy marriage with a partner as broken as your wife. Comfort and peace to you.

cliffside posted 8/15/2013 12:13 PM

What would you call a 33 year old man who had an affair with your sixteen your old daughter? What would you want to happen to this man? Would you want this man living in your house? It's hard, but you need to step back and think about how incredibly serious this situation is.

IMHO You need to remove your wife from your home. She is a pedophile. I'm sorry to even type that, but it's the truth. You have children. You need to think only of their best interest right now. What she did is illegal. She's a predator and you can not rug sweep this. She has harmed a *child*.

Please, please, please think long and hard about this.

Hugs to you. I can not even remotely imagine the horror of this situation. Keep posting here. Everyone is here to help you through this.

confused615 posted 8/15/2013 12:21 PM

Something you may not have considered..boys that age talk to their buddies...surely he has told his friends about his affair with this older woman. This is going to come out. You have children..and if it is discovered that you knew about this crime..moral crime..and legal crime..your WW has committed..and you didn't report could be held responsible for not telling the authorities..or at the very least,his parents. You are assuming your WW told his mother the truth..she didn't. She lied. YOU need to make sure his parents are fully aware of the extent of this affair. You need to protect your kids from the fallout. You need to protect yourself.

ETA: How old are your children?

[This message edited by confused615 at 12:22 PM, August 15th (Thursday)]

tushnurse posted 8/15/2013 12:30 PM

Like others have already recommended I would strongly urge you to get a lawyer NOW. Let the lawyer lead you through this. You could stand to loose everything. The boy's parents can press charges, the boys parents can file a civil suit, and take everything you own. Your wife could face jail time. You have kids. Quite simply, this situation sucks, but you need to put you and your children first. Second she needs some serious help.

She may not feel and honestly believe she did nothing wrong. But she is messed up. She is really sick. Seriously, if a man did this to your daughter how would you react? It's really the same, except that 16 year old boys put sex at the top of their list of wants.

She has proven to be dishonest, go get tested. You need to protect yourself.

It sucks to be here, and I'm not saying that you can't work through this, but brother, you have a long potentially very bumpy road ahead.

((((and strength))))

PurpleRose posted 8/15/2013 12:40 PM

You need to make some serious phone calls...

To a lawyer- what your wife is doing can be considered illegal. If the genders were reversed, most would be calling for the adult's head on a stick. Hello Mary Kay leTourneau???

To your church- they have got to know what one of their youth ministry has been up to. Can you imagine the outrage of all the other parents toward not just your WW and YOU once this comes out (and it will come out)... but towards your church?

To a therapist - your wife is a pedofile. She needs some help, now. Having a romantic relationship wih a child is wrong!

I'm sorry that your children and you are now in this mess. You must protect them and start getting your life in order.. I fear this could really blow up in your face if you remain complacent towards this sick, disgusting relationship your wife had with a minor.

hopefulmother posted 8/15/2013 12:43 PM

Agree with the others too.

This is VERY serious. Liken, to the teacher that had an affair with her student and went to jail.

Think of it this way....if you didn't find out...where would this EA lead? There is only one way through to the eventual next step. A physical affair. Sick as it is...that is the reality. If it didn't already.

This is more than just an A. She is a child predator now. Protect yourself and your children.

SilverFlame posted 8/15/2013 12:44 PM

Hi ItsNotYouItsMe
This is an extremely serious situation. Your wife exhibits behaviour of a sexual predator grooming a child. At best you have have a situation of child abuse: emotional and psychological. I hope its not a PA as this could be statutory rape.
Please see a lawyer ASAP and get help.
The minor child's parents must be informed - as well as the relevant authorities, whether the police or child protective services. Your own children could be at risk, they could be taken away from you if you attempt to cover this up as you could be seen as being complicit in this. It is a criminal matter and there could be very serious consequences.
I am sorry that your emotional state, being betrayed by your wife is treated as secondary. You need to take care of yourself- please get some counselling for yourself. You need help to deal with your wife's multiple EAs- this must be devastating for you.
I am so sorry for the situation you find yourself in.
Please do something to protect yourself and your children.

Kelany posted 8/15/2013 13:02 PM

This will come out, it already has started to. Do not be surprised if the police show up based that other people already know. I'm so sorry, but it will. Be prepared to hand over evidence and share your knowledge.

Second, start to protect yourself and your children. Call a lawyer, ASAP. you dont want to be blamed for covering this up.

Go to your pastors asap. She needs to stop being around children NOW. This is serious.

Do not try to fix this with his parents.

Be prepared, more may come out, and it may have gone physical.

Frankly, I would separate immediately and keep the kids at the moment. This has implications far beyond your reach.

hopefulmother posted 8/15/2013 13:19 PM

Good point...the more compliant you are...the better chance you stand at keeping your can't focus on protecting her. She did this to herself. She probably has childhood issues that need dealt with too.

EvenKeel posted 8/15/2013 13:21 PM

Before I comment on your post, I must say I do enjoy your 'writing style'. Your story sucks though.

I am sorry you are going through this. Not only did your WW make a heck of a mess - she has history of doing such.

I do not really see how you can rugsweep this with her leadership position and the church. Now that you know - you hold a level of responsibility to protect the youth. You honestly do not know how far she was willing to let this progress to. Once those boundaries become blurred - there is no logic.

Definitely make some calls to protect yourself and your assets. You have enough of a downpour with learning this news without getting caught up in the rampifications that could follow.

MediumRare posted 8/15/2013 13:42 PM

I'm so sorry you are here and have to go through this.

Because of the age of the child, this is serious business. You could also be held liable if you withhold this information in any way as you have seen the texts and what devastation your WW has caused to this child. This WILL impact him on many different levels as well as may have dire consequences on his development and future morals/ethics... yet he is totally innocent as it was your wife that distorted all this to him from the misuse of a position of authority/leader.

I also hate to say it, but her pre-meeting with this boy upon discovery, failing NC, and some of her other steps you described sound to me like there is some level of PA involved, as disgusting as it may sound.

Good luck to you!

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