I used to be fearless, outgoing, the first person to try things, and the go to girl for a good time (not that way)
I had hobbies, I had spunk, I had confidence.
Now, I don't. I am not really sure why 100%, but a lot has to do with the fact that I had to ask permission, open my soul up, and wait, hope and pray that everything I am doing is good enough.
It's easier to be a home bum then to go through the trigger inducing anything...but I am a 'doer' and I feel like I am losing the strong, confident person i was before.
We just got our horses, and I actually hate going out to mess with them alone. I dont like taking my phone cause I can't afford a new one if it breaks, but yet, If DH calls and I don't answer it then he immediatly thinks i am with someone on the side.
How do I get my confidence and individuality back without possibly triggering Dh all the time?