My husband said he was committed to working on our relationship, he was maintaining no contact ( we were at 4 days and counting...)... I was pouring my heart out to him, trusting him with my feelings....
...and today I find the new email address he established to contact her...last contact this morning.
I confronted him and he said he just wanted to let her know that we had scheduled our first MC session and that we were trying to work on things. He said it was "closure" type of thing.
I am crushed. Where is my husband? Who is this man that has replaced him?
I am done confiding in him until he starts to really prove that he wants to work on our marriage. It is going to be so hard - he has been my best friend for 24 years!!
I feel lost...and heartbroken...is he just trying to see how much I will take? Is this some sort of test?