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brokenfyrman (original poster member #31938) posted at 4:52 AM on Tuesday, August 20th, 2013
We are in affair country for a funeral, I know this isn't about me but I am triggered all to hell, the OM rode by the funeral home today on his "midlife crisis mobile", we had the after ceremony gathering at the local community hall where she lusted after OM as a teenager at her brothers wedding and you guessed it she's very distant after I told her what is up. I don't even think she realizes what she is doing. She did ask if I was ok.... No reassurance no support no compassion, did get one ehh hug. And to boot our new MC told her last Friday how important these things are to a BS... FML. Leaving this hell as early as possible Wednesday morning. I hate this shit.
Me BS 42, STBX 40 renamed numero cinco
OM#2 puppylove from HS
EA 10/07 thru 5/08
PA 5/12,13,14 and 7/26 of 08
Admitted to calls/email texts 08/08, TT until D/Day 10/10
OM#1, 9 mos after "I do"
She walked out on me and her kids 1/1/14 (
somanyyears ( member #26970) posted at 6:46 AM on Tuesday, August 20th, 2013
..hey, bfm... maybe OM's funeral will be the next one you get to attend!!
..i get the triggers whenever i travel to my old neighbourhood..
..and whenever i see a fucking Mustang!!! .. they're everywhere i travel..
..just can't escape them.
..my personal little bright spot is knowing he's dead and i can piss and dance on his grave whenever i feel the need..
..hope to run into his younger brother there one day! 
.. then the shit will fly!
..hope your WW comes around and gives you the real support you deserve..
smy 
trust no other human- love only your pets. Reconciled I think! Me 77 Her 74 Married 52 yrs. 18 yr LTA with bff/lawyer. Little fucker died at 57.Brain tumour!
StillStanding1 ( member #40144) posted at 7:22 AM on Tuesday, August 20th, 2013
(((brokenfyrman)))
We went to a wedding on Saturday and boy, was that a trigger-fest. I can totally sympathize....
Sorry you are stuck there til Wednesday. Stay strong!
Me: BS50s Him: WH50s
M 25 years - DD DS DS
LTA = 2+ yrs, Dday - 2/13, S for 1 year, now R
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