1. I hate the damn affair.
2. I hate that my life is shattered because of it.
3. I hate feeling my feelings.
4. I hate being angry and I don 't know how to process the anger in a healthy way.
5. I hate that I didn't catch the red flags correctly (only thought it was a EA),
6. I hate that my WH can compartmentalize the whole thing and not be shattered like I am.
7. I hate that I had no say and I feel robbed somehow.
8. I hate that my WH already is tired of the healing process.
9. I hate that I am in this mess.
10. I hate that I feel like I can't just walk away from it all (it's super complicated).
Sigh it's just not fair at all. I still maintain that it would have been better for him to leave me than to deal with this damn fucked up affair.
[This message edited by MsRukia at 11:40 PM, August 23rd (Friday)]
