ME: 55 BS
As I approach the 3 year mark I too have not had one day, not one single day, that I have not thought of my WH disgusting A. Fortunately, like you, the daily though does not terrorize me as it once did.
I just read your post to my WH to show him that affairs haunt many
BSs daily, and sadly probably forever.
HIM: 63 WH
Married: 30 years
in R 4+ years and it's working but he is putting 200% into it (as he should) to make it right again.
The truth hurts, but I have never seen it cause the pain that lies do.