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Aubrie posted 8/26/2013 12:54 PM

My sister had another miscarriage.

I just found out, she lost her baby 10 days ago. And it all makes sense now. I knew all along. Not intellectually, but in my spirit. Something within sensed it.

I feel like I've been dying the past 10 days. Heart bleeding, tears pouring, soul screaming, agonizing pain. I felt I was going insane. Could not get a grip on my pain and loss. Could not understand why I hurt so dang bad. Every image of a newborn, every thought of my Angel Baby, shredded me. The feeling of loss was so great, I couldn't wrap my mind around it. Couldn't fathom where the triggers were coming from.

Now it makes sense.

Life sucks. She doesn't deserve this hurt. Not once, let alone twice.

click4it posted 8/26/2013 12:57 PM

What an incredibly caring sister you are. She is SO lucky to have you - and you have each other. I'm so sorry for her loss. ((((hugs)))

abbycadabby posted 8/26/2013 12:59 PM

Oh Aubrie. I'm so sorry you and your sis are hurting. I will keep you all in my prayers.

((((Aubrie and sis))))

MovingUpward posted 8/26/2013 13:00 PM

I am sorry for you, your sister and the baby. Sending prayers

Jrazz posted 8/26/2013 13:01 PM

I'm so sorry.

When travesty hits my sister (she had miscarriages as well) I can feel it too.

(((Aubrie84)))

Tred posted 8/26/2013 13:06 PM

Sending my condolences Aubrie.

5454real posted 8/26/2013 13:16 PM

my prayers for you and your family.

LosferWords posted 8/26/2013 13:19 PM

I'm really sorry to hear this, Aubrie. Heartfelt condolences to you and your family.

gahurts posted 8/26/2013 13:28 PM

I am so sorry Aubrie. I hope you and your sister can find peace.

nowiknow23 posted 8/26/2013 13:28 PM

(((((Aubrie, sister, and angel babies)))))

jrc1963 posted 8/26/2013 14:19 PM

I'm so sorry.

authenticnow posted 8/26/2013 14:20 PM

I'm sorry.

jo2love posted 8/26/2013 14:39 PM

(((Sis, Aubrie, & family)))

Gottagetthrough posted 8/26/2013 14:44 PM

I am so sorry.

TattoodChinaDoll posted 8/26/2013 16:08 PM

((((Aubrie, Sis, and family))))

Wow...that just sucks beyond belief. It effing sucks. You all are in my prayers.

purplejacket4 posted 8/26/2013 16:52 PM

I am so sorry for y'all's lost.
My sister has had two miscarriages in the last two years also. :-(

She's currently 21 weeks with her third son and I'll be worried sick until he's safely in the newborn nursery.

Being a doctor who did OB up until last spring I know way too damn much.

May blessings be on you and your family.

Aubrie posted 8/26/2013 20:02 PM

Thanks everyone. I really appreciate it. Today sucked and the last think I wanted to do with my evening is make another charm to add to her Angel Baby necklace.

When travesty hits my sister (she had miscarriages as well) I can feel it too.
So I'm not the only one. I felt a little like a lunatic for admitting to that.

She told me she'd lost the baby and I was like, "I know." Her jaw dropped. I didn't know, know. But it just made sense. It clicked. Maybe I'm going crazy, I dunno. She actually seemed to find some comfort in it when I told her.

I totally understand Dr. PJ. If my sister can carry another one, we're all going to be on pins and needles till delivery.

JustDone posted 8/28/2013 12:32 PM

Hugs to you and your sister.

Sending a song to you both:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S2uC_ODp-Dc

Aubrie posted 8/28/2013 12:52 PM

Thanks for posting that.

JustDone posted 8/28/2013 13:06 PM

You're very welcome.

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