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brokenhearted76 posted 8/26/2013 13:47 PM

Have hit rock bottom today. Just to update, the state I'm in does not have spousal support. So yes right now I am stuck. No I do not have a counselor for various reasons. All I have is this place and all of you.
Caught wh face booking an ex that he got caught cheating with several yrs ago. Telling her how he wished they were together. She said that was his problem and she doesn't want him. I told him to pack his crap and I went outside. Of course he followed. Playing dumb. I confronted him. He tried to say he typed it wrong and didn't mean it that way. Not buying that! Now he is deleting all his msgs he doesn't know I'm looking at his page.
Never thought of self harm or drinking til I pass out..but I am now. Only thing stopping me is my kids. I won't do that to them. But the thoughts and feelings are still there. How do I stop it?! I came here..I have no place else to go.

crazyblindsided posted 8/26/2013 14:05 PM

Please sweetie get thee to a doctor and call a crisis hotline if you feel any worse. I did attempt suicide for similar reasons as yours. I caught my WH breaking NC for the 3rd time saying he missed his *insert whores nickname here*

I have 2 kids and even their little precious hearts didn't stop me. I was THAT far gone.

Ask your WH to leave and have a girlfriend or someone you know stay with you until you can collect your thoughts and emotions.

[This message edited by crazyblindsided at 2:06 PM, August 26th (Monday)]

FightingBack posted 8/26/2013 14:06 PM

Hold on Broken hearted. Take deep breaths..Don't think about hurting yourself. Haven't you been hurt enough?

Don't let yourself be hurt anymore. No one can hurt us emotionally if we don't allow it. Detach. Be strong. Your kids need you. Be strong for them and you will benefit from that strength.

I don't mean to minimize how you must be feeling right now. It really sucks. Hugs to you.


crazyblindsided posted 8/26/2013 14:07 PM

say he typed it wrong

Oh and mine tried this too

I am so mad for you!!!

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