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User Topic: Sorta OT but not - new tattoo today!!
sodamnlost
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Default  Posted: 9:04 AM, August 30th (Friday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

This post has some "religious" tones - just explaining where I am - I hope it's ok.

I am getting my first not easily hid tattoo today!! I have two now but both are hidden by clothes. This on is going on my left inner forearm. Super excited!!

All my life I have struggled with the word surrender. I have kept my heart hidden. That changed when I met WH and changed even deeper when I got saved. I learned to surrender and learned to love it. During his affair - I stopped surrendering - to him and to God. My inner tiger became the dominant force - protecting my wounded heart.

Over the last year I have struggled so hard to surrender to anything. That changed recently. I finally realized surrender is good but only to those that can actually handle it when a tiger surrenders. That's a huge responsibility and a huge gift - to have a tiger surrender. As of right now, in my life, God is the only one that can handle that.

Long story sorry. My tat is of a tiger with the word surrender as it's shadow. It's like turning a corner for me. I finally realize just how valuable I am and NOBODY gets that inner me unless they can handle it. The tiger WILL protect my surrender. One day - I will surrender to love again but not to anyone who can't handle it - not even WH as he is right now. Maybe it will be WH again, maybe someone new or maybe it will stay just me. Whatever that outcome - no more giving the tamed tiger to assholes who can't handle it.

It's a good day to really begin to move foreward


If it walks like a duck and quacks like a duck - it's not a fluffy pink unicorn squirting liquid rainbows, complete with pots of gold out of it's ass.

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Amazonia
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Default  Posted: 9:47 AM, August 30th (Friday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

please post pics when it's done - sounds beautiful!!!


"You yourself deserve your love and affection as much as anybody in the universe." -Buddha
"Let's face it, life is a crap shoot." -Sad in AZ

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sodamnlost
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Default  Posted: 8:20 PM, August 30th (Friday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

It's done and I *LOVE* it!!! How do I post a picture?!?


If it walks like a duck and quacks like a duck - it's not a fluffy pink unicorn squirting liquid rainbows, complete with pots of gold out of it's ass.

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Jrazz
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Default  Posted: 8:30 PM, August 30th (Friday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Sounds awesome!

Here's how to post a picture:

PICTURES: In order to display an image within your post, the image must be hosted on a web server. There are several free hosting services for your images. Here are acouple that you can use: picturaltrail.com photobucket.com

Once you have your image uploaded or you have found a picture on the internet you want to embed in your post, you can then post your image by right-clicking on your image and selecting "Properties", copying that Address (URL) and then pasting it with the [ img ] at the beginning and [ /img ] at the end of the URL tags.

Example:

ETA - I added spaces around the "img" and "/img" in the brackets because it was trying to use the html to post a picture! Take the spaces out to post.

[This message edited by Jrazz at 8:32 PM, August 30th (Friday)]


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Me: BW 35
Crazz: WH 33
Daughter: 4.5 Going on 16


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