his Dday: 2/10 but TT until 7/11
OMG, does this hit home... I could tell you where any pretty blonde is sitting wherever we are. I stake them out, then watch him out of the corner of my eye to see if he looks. I hate this, hate it! Lately, he hasn't done it but during his fog, I should have thrown him out.
And he NEVER did this before either. Someone said maybe you didn't notice it. No, I didn't notice it because he didn't do it.
Thing is, I would probably do this with ANY romantic partner now... sucks..
Insecurity on my part, probably. But a guy who has had two affairs and a wife who is trying to recover with him should probably not be looking or speaking with any female for a while, ya know!
Here's the thing, if you want to gawk, then do it. Admit to it...be single if you want. but stop the effing cake eating and decide how you want to treat the mother of your children.
Damn this makes me angry. Sorry, Undone...
Yep, it's all part of the shit sandwich we've been dealt.
[This message edited by rachelc at 2:43 PM, August 30th (Friday)]
my Ddays: 1/12, 4/12 broken NC 12/12
me (WW/BS): 48
4 kiddos in mid 20's
“Most things will be okay eventually, but not everything will be. Acceptance is a small, quiet room.”