Nope, Sister, I did not. I just posted in general about whether I was blindsided and I was not. I never truly trusted him because I always sensed he was keeping part of himself apart. And, of course, because he had cheated before, even when we were dating. (I know, what was I thinking! Hey, I was young!)
I actually trust him more now than I did prior to Dday. Feel that connection that had always alluded us. He is open as he has never been, literally in his life. And, although he deserves it, it was hurtful to him that I didn't trust him, since he has, I believe, sincerely changed and grown.
I don't believe in blind trust, personally, anyway. People are flawed and can always let you down.
But in terms of letting go the suspicion, well, it was not helping and was actually hurting me. So, I've chosen to let it go.