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shatteredheart7 posted 9/6/2013 09:59 AM

So the other day I seen a post on here about beating up a pic of the other woman. I was going to reply to it, but to be honest I am to lazy today to go look for it.

Yesterday morning I printed out the only pic I have of the skank, a pic I took of her flipping me off while we walked with the band during a parade. 2 size 8x10 and 2 wallet sizes . I used one to clean up some dog shit and I taped one to a cardboard box. I then taped the wallets to the bottom of my hiking boots. Then I went and got my sons pellet gun and a knife. Went for a walk in the woods with everything. I shot her repeatedly with that gun, then I kicked the box around for a few mins, then I stabbed her, then kicked her around some more, then shot a few more rounds in her. I then took the knife and cut clear through her pic. All of this while I screamed at her, letting it all out. I then carried it back to the house. He was still asleep, so I laid it in the garage and waited. When he woke up I told him that I had done something this morning and it was in the garage if he wanted to look. He looked at it, pulled me to him and held me tight as I let out all the tears that I had been holding in while I ranted and "killed" her. He asked me if I felt better and I said, yes, yes I do. I then took it outside to our fire pit and lit it on fire.

I have to say that it DID make me feel better! I released most of the pent up rage that I had and honestly, I now feel that she is dead to us. The real test will be how I react the next time we run in to her, but until then I feel like a great weight has been lifted.

I always say that I took up photography because it is the only way I can shoot people and cut off their heads without getting in trouble.

ETA: DAMN, I think I may have entered the anger phase!

[This message edited by shatteredheart7 at 10:02 AM, September 6th (Friday)]

Ellephantastic posted 9/6/2013 10:09 AM

hahaha! amazing! I need to do this...

Although I am very doubtful that WBF would react to me doing that like your WS did.

He seems to be quite protective over his little whore.

TxsT posted 9/6/2013 10:18 AM

Shattered....I could picture EVERYTHING you did like it was a movie right on my IPad.. Good for you. My revenge came when she was stupid enough to text me directly saying she had done nothing wrong and was not a bad person.....I think you get the picture of what I was able to text back. I was so shaken by her revelations, that I needed an IC session the next morning. I handed my phone to my IC and asked if I had made any sense and if this person now got my feelings on the issue.

He was amazed at how focused and articulate my responses were while knowing the rage I had for this women while I was texting. He said I did brilliantly but then also warned me to protect myself. Her responses showed her instability and delusion.

I felt so much better after getting that out of me. I had wanted to contact her but thought it best not to. If I ever had a chance for the two of us to enter a quiet room together and no one would notice if I was the only one who came back out I would certainly capitalize on this. Now I just laugh at her.

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Tired05 posted 9/6/2013 14:47 PM

Wow! The 'using her picture to clean up dog poo' really got me. If I wasn't so committed to absolutely NC, no pics or even rereading their old emails and whatnot, then I would have printed out a stack of pics and used them everytime I walked my dog. I've also fantasized printing out the emails and making a bonfire with them on top and roasting marshmellows...but again, I refuse to relapse. Too bad I wasn't this creative in the early days.

cancuncrushed posted 9/6/2013 15:02 PM

Yep me too. Put her pic on cheap ugly cake, stomped it destroyed it and cussed her. Then threw it. I did feel better too. Have to wait until next year to see if I feel better on her bday.... Yesterday, was my bday. I was triggering, not getting what I needed emotionally, and on pins and needles, afraid I was going to get depressed. Then I realized...... she is aware of MY bday. SHe was there for my Bday at company picnic. I hope she had a horrible day, feeling alone, and ugly.And rejected. I started to feel much better after that. She may have caused alot of damage, but she did not win. I am not talking about H. I am talking about my life and my existance.

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