I'm over two years since D-Day and currently stuck in limbo. So...today I was looking online for info about the career field i want to be in after I finish school. Read jobs postings, researched companies, checked out salary info, etc. I was bored. I went on LinkedIn and was looking at others that have my dream job. Guess who pops up in my search? The OW. I had no idea what her job was...it never came up in all the talks I've had with my H. Now I'm pissed and second guessing what I want to do. She is already so much like me...the way she looks, her interests, and now her career. Really? Can't I have one damn thing that is entirely mine? Ugh! Initially I hated her guts, at least until I found out she didn't know H was married. Then I just felt bad for her unknowingly being an OW. Now...now I hate her, and my H. Why in the hell did he have to choose someone so much like me? The original wasn't enough so he had to get a cheap knockoff? Fuck! Today sucks huge fucking donkey balls!
[This message edited by frigidfire86 at 2:44 PM, September 6th (Friday)]