So there have been several times I've been told "it's over" & several times I've found broken NC.
This time though I have access to everything, he reassures me in different ways, takes pictures for me, hugs me, wraps his arm around me in bed at night, says I can come to his work anytime I want, does more with me, encourages me to take better care of myself, initiates thing to do together, says he wants to be transparent, invites me to join him in things he did without me before............the list goes on.
But part of me is scared it's to good to be true. Is it because the past breaks in NC have made it hard to trust? Am I just too insecure?
Is my gut telling me something I need to know, but don't want to believe or accept?
I don't want him to be with me 24/7, because I want him to enjoy the things he likes to do, that I don't. I don't want to be his babysitter, I want to be his Wife.