BS - Me
We had a rough MC yesterday. Today is a trigger day for both of us because my husband worked in the Pentagon on 9/11 and he suffers from PTSD. I trigger too though, I was alone that day with my newborn baby boy and 4 year old watching the news wondering if my husband was dead or not.
Today has just sucked.
And I'm just overwhelmed. We are r'ing, but shit, sometimes I just think:
FOUR affair partners.
ONE long term affair of over two years, though he's not completely sure of the time we say 27 months but most likely closer to two and a half years.
FIVE years of affair behavior.
2 more attempted affairs so the reality is SIX women.
FIRED for sexual harassment.
YEAR of false recovery.
How do I wrap my head around it all?
[This message edited by SamanthaBaker at 4:59 PM, September 11th (Wednesday)]
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