We're more than two years out from D-Day and, for the most part, I'm alright. Our M isn't great and we're in limbo, but I'm doing good. Today...not so good. I just have this feeling
that if I look I will find something he's doing wrong. I don't know why I feel this way suddenly, but I just do. I've been looking through Facebook and his emails and, so far, nothing. He's at work so I can't check his phone and we don't have online billing (does T-Mobile offer that in Germany?). Our checking account is normal and the computer history is fine. I'll have to look through his car when he gets home. I really, truly do not know why I feel like this. I just have this sense that something is really off
and I don't know if it's me just freaking out over nothing, especially since I've found nothing and nothing specific triggered this, or if my gut is telling me something. I don't know the difference between being paranoid and having that gut-feeling. Today sucks ass.
[This message edited by frigidfire86 at 2:10 AM, September 12th (Thursday)]