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User Topic: Trauma for sure
rachelc
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Default  Posted: 8:44 AM, September 13th (Friday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

So we're doing active shooter training in our school today and they played a 5 min 911 call from columbine. I couldn't listen. I plugged my ears. Years streamed down my face, my nose is running. There are 1000 ppl here and I am the only one this is happening to. Ppl keep asking me if I'm ok and patting me on the shoulder.
And all I can think is, I can't have any more situations in my life.


his Dday: 2/10 but TT until 7/11
my Ddays: 1/12, 4/12 broken NC 12/12

me (WW/BS): 48
him: (BS/WH)52
4 kiddos in mid 20's

“Follow your intuition. Be smart, be brave. Tell the truth and don’t take any shit.”


Posts: 5529 | Registered: Dec 2010 | From: Midwest
MovingUpward
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Default  Posted: 9:03 AM, September 13th (Friday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

(((rachelc)))


AKA Moo

Think of the haters in your life as sandpaper; they’ll scratch you up time and time again but in the end you’re polished, smooth, and spotless..while they end up useless

We make a living by what we get, but we make a life by what we give.


Posts: 53012 | Registered: Jun 2007 | From: Big Blue Nation
rachelc
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Default  Posted: 9:11 AM, September 13th (Friday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I've gotta pull myself together. This is important stuff to know!


his Dday: 2/10 but TT until 7/11
my Ddays: 1/12, 4/12 broken NC 12/12

me (WW/BS): 48
him: (BS/WH)52
4 kiddos in mid 20's

“Follow your intuition. Be smart, be brave. Tell the truth and don’t take any shit.”


Posts: 5529 | Registered: Dec 2010 | From: Midwest
jo2love
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Default  Posted: 10:12 AM, September 13th (Friday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

(((rachelc)))

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Rebreather
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Default  Posted: 12:43 PM, September 13th (Friday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I think it sounds very scary to have to deal with that. Yikes. Good luck on the rest of the day.


Me BS
Him WH
2 ddays in '07
Recovering.
"The cure for the pain, is the pain." -Rumi

Posts: 6653 | Registered: Jan 2011
nowiknow23
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Default  Posted: 1:17 PM, September 13th (Friday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

((((rachel)))) How are you doing?


You can call me NIK

"Keep your face always toward the sunshine - and shadows will fall behind you."
-Walt Whitman


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rachelc
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Default  Posted: 1:46 PM, September 13th (Friday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Better. Exhausted. Def will talk to IC about this Tuesday. Two years ago this wouldn't have bothered me as much.


his Dday: 2/10 but TT until 7/11
my Ddays: 1/12, 4/12 broken NC 12/12

me (WW/BS): 48
him: (BS/WH)52
4 kiddos in mid 20's

“Follow your intuition. Be smart, be brave. Tell the truth and don’t take any shit.”


Posts: 5529 | Registered: Dec 2010 | From: Midwest
tired girl
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Default  Posted: 1:48 PM, September 13th (Friday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

It bothers me anytime I hear about these shootings. There is a song written about the columbine shooting, one of the girls, everytime I listen to it, the song gets to me.

ETA: Given where you work, it is not surprising this affected you.

[This message edited by tired girl at 1:49 PM, September 13th (Friday)]


Me45 Him 45 Hardlessons DS 25,23,20
D Day 1/18/10 his 3/8/2012 mine
"No one can make you feel inferior without your consent." Eleanor Roosevelt

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jrc1963
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Default  Posted: 4:46 PM, September 13th (Friday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

(((Rachelc)))

I moved away from the Denver area about 6 months before Columbine. I knew the area it happened in... had been near it many times.

I still get choked up when it's mentioned.

And all school shooting effect me now, especially since I work in a school.

Don't be hard on yourself. Give your self all the time and love you need.


Me: BSO - 46
Him: FWSO - 69
DS - 13
D-Day - 12-11-09,
R - he finally came home
Your life is an Occasion. Rise to it. - Mr. Magorium, "Mr. Magorium's Wonder Emporium"

Posts: 24672 | Registered: Dec 2009 | From: Florida
rachelc
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Default  Posted: 10:37 PM, September 13th (Friday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I SOO appreciate everyone's thoughts.
I do not understand why I was the only one who reacted this way.. I'm sorry to hear others here have had this experience but I'm glad I'm not alone!


his Dday: 2/10 but TT until 7/11
my Ddays: 1/12, 4/12 broken NC 12/12

me (WW/BS): 48
him: (BS/WH)52
4 kiddos in mid 20's

“Follow your intuition. Be smart, be brave. Tell the truth and don’t take any shit.”


Posts: 5529 | Registered: Dec 2010 | From: Midwest
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