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Topic: Trauma for sure
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rachelc
♀ 30314
Member # 30314 |  Posted: 8:44 AM, September 13th (Friday), 2013 |     |
So we're doing active shooter training in our school today and they played a 5 min 911 call from columbine. I couldn't listen. I plugged my ears. Years streamed down my face, my nose is running. There are 1000 ppl here and I am the only one this is happening to. Ppl keep asking me if I'm ok and patting me on the shoulder.
And all I can think is, I can't have any more situations in my life.
his Dday: 2/10 but TT until 7/11
my Ddays: 1/12, 4/12 broken NC 12/12
me (WW/BS): 48
him: (BS/WH)52
4 kiddos in mid 20's
“Most things will be okay eventually, but not everything will be. Acceptance is a small, quiet room.”
Posts: 6119 | Registered: Dec 2010 | From: Midwest |
MovingUpward
♂ 14866
Member # 14866 | | Posted: 9:03 AM, September 13th (Friday), 2013 | |
(((rachelc)))
AKA Moo
Think of the haters in your life as sandpaper; they’ll scratch you up time and time again but in the end you’re polished, smooth, and spotless..while they end up useless
We make a living by what we get, but we make a life by what we give.
Posts: 53725 | Registered: Jun 2007 | From: Big Blue Nation |
rachelc
♀ 30314
Member # 30314 | | Posted: 9:11 AM, September 13th (Friday), 2013 | |
I've gotta pull myself together. This is important stuff to know!
his Dday: 2/10 but TT until 7/11
my Ddays: 1/12, 4/12 broken NC 12/12
me (WW/BS): 48
him: (BS/WH)52
4 kiddos in mid 20's
“Most things will be okay eventually, but not everything will be. Acceptance is a small, quiet room.”
Posts: 6119 | Registered: Dec 2010 | From: Midwest |
jo2love
♀ 31528
Member # 31528 | | Posted: 10:12 AM, September 13th (Friday), 2013 | |
(((rachelc)))
Posts: 37509 | Registered: Mar 2011 |
Rebreather
♀ 30817
Member # 30817 | | Posted: 12:43 PM, September 13th (Friday), 2013 | |
I think it sounds very scary to have to deal with that. Yikes. Good luck on the rest of the day.
Me BS
Him WH
2 ddays in '07
Rec'd.
"The cure for the pain, is the pain." -Rumi
Posts: 6793 | Registered: Jan 2011 |
nowiknow23
♀ 33226
Member # 33226 | | Posted: 1:17 PM, September 13th (Friday), 2013 | |
((((rachel)))) How are you doing?
You can call me NIK
"Keep your face always toward the sunshine - and shadows will fall behind you."
-Walt Whitman
Posts: 27064 | Registered: Aug 2011 |
rachelc
♀ 30314
Member # 30314 | | Posted: 1:46 PM, September 13th (Friday), 2013 | |
Better. Exhausted. Def will talk to IC about this Tuesday. Two years ago this wouldn't have bothered me as much.
his Dday: 2/10 but TT until 7/11
my Ddays: 1/12, 4/12 broken NC 12/12
me (WW/BS): 48
him: (BS/WH)52
4 kiddos in mid 20's
“Most things will be okay eventually, but not everything will be. Acceptance is a small, quiet room.”
Posts: 6119 | Registered: Dec 2010 | From: Midwest |
tired girl
♀ 28053
Member # 28053 | | Posted: 1:48 PM, September 13th (Friday), 2013 | |
It bothers me anytime I hear about these shootings. There is a song written about the columbine shooting, one of the girls, everytime I listen to it, the song gets to me.
ETA: Given where you work, it is not surprising this affected you. [This message edited by tired girl at 1:49 PM, September 13th (Friday)]
Me45 Him 45 Hardlessons DS 25,23,20
D Day 1/18/10 his 3/8/2012 mine
"No one can make you feel inferior without your consent." Eleanor Roosevelt
Posts: 5368 | Registered: Mar 2010 | From: az |
jrc1963
♀ 26531
Member # 26531 | | Posted: 4:46 PM, September 13th (Friday), 2013 | |
(((Rachelc)))
I moved away from the Denver area about 6 months before Columbine. I knew the area it happened in... had been near it many times.
I still get choked up when it's mentioned.
And all school shooting effect me now, especially since I work in a school.
Don't be hard on yourself. Give your self all the time and love you need.
Me: BSO - 46
Him: FWSO - 69
DS - 13
D-Day - 12-11-09,
R - he finally came home
Your life is an Occasion. Rise to it. - Mr. Magorium, "Mr. Magorium's Wonder Emporium"
Posts: 24943 | Registered: Dec 2009 | From: Florida |
rachelc
♀ 30314
Member # 30314 | | Posted: 10:37 PM, September 13th (Friday), 2013 | |
I SOO appreciate everyone's thoughts.
I do not understand why I was the only one who reacted this way.. I'm sorry to hear others here have had this experience but I'm glad I'm not alone!
his Dday: 2/10 but TT until 7/11
my Ddays: 1/12, 4/12 broken NC 12/12
me (WW/BS): 48
him: (BS/WH)52
4 kiddos in mid 20's
“Most things will be okay eventually, but not everything will be. Acceptance is a small, quiet room.”
Posts: 6119 | Registered: Dec 2010 | From: Midwest |
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