Sooo as you may know seeing me crap on for a few... weeks
I feel GREAT, all week I've been really fucking sad. But today WH got me a mocha (YUMMMM). It's only 8:47 am here but you know what am feeling so good!
Got some crappy jewelry, new heels (they're going to be a bitch to where... it is so hard getting nude heels!) Have a industry party tonight. Seeing my MIL and his auntie today (won't feel so alone). And these days I just see my MIL as a great source of entertainment.
I am going to feel very sad when he performs his song about the affair, but it is not like he can drop it and you know what... I'm going to rephrase it. There is a REASON why everyone likes that song, and he can't drop it. Because I am NOT ALONE, WE ARE NOT ALONE.
Unfortunately we may even be the majority.
Oh and I should make it clear, this is my domestic violence dday, not affair dday. (But they are intertwined, his IC says he was projecting the rage and abuse onto me... whatever don't understand but love his IC)
I'M EVEN GOING TO WEAR A NECKLACE!!! and jumper (it's winter here and I've been freezing cause wearing a jumper triggers me as it rubbs against my neck.)
(you can all be prepared for this plane to crash and burn btw, but I'll be happy for now)