I have been married for 25 years, renewed our vows on 2-2-13 he left 3-23-13 and admitted adultery.
The PAIN is REAL and it is HARD to explain and to deal with.
This came out of no where and hit me like a truck.
I have had a VERY hard time dealing with all of this. I cant wrap my mind around any of it.
People tell me move on and get over it!! WTHECK how do you turn off feelings after 25 years?? He tells me I will learn how!!! I dont think so. I was in this whole heart and soul.
How do I deal with all of this?? I dont know how. We have 3 grown daughters and 2 young granddaughters.
I am no where near ready to even think about forgiveness, I cant stand to be anywhere near him. His parents treat me like the plague.
I have done nothing wrong but love their son with all my heart and soul.
My heart is shattered beyond repair. There are days that are so dark.
I am so full of hate, anger, embarrassment, and shame.
How do you move past the pain and suffering??