I have been reading the forums for a few weeks now and wanted to post my story but just didn't know where to start. I am not sure I know where to start right now but I think at least putting pen to paper so to speak is a start.
I have been with my husband for 14 yrs. Married for 4 of those.
We were together for 3/5 yrs when Dday #1 happened. He had a PA with my cousin, we broke up and he was with her for a year and half.
We mended out friendship and when he and my cousin broke up he moved out of town. Year later we decided to give it another try and he moved back to my town.
At first things were great and then the online affairs started. 4, 5, 6 I don't know any more but each time I figured there had to be a reason he keeps doing this.
Anyhow we got married after he promised the online crap would end and it did but after a year of marriage he went into a depression and was put on meds for PTSD.
Ok this is getting long. We tried for 3.5 yrs to get pregnant and ended up doing IVF. I got pregnant with twins.
In the middle of dec of 2012 he started texting the OW and I just knew something was wrong but anyhow on Feb 3rd he told me he was sleeping with her and on Feb 8th I had to have a C-section cause of the stress I was under and the pregnancy was already high risk.
Babies are good, I am a mess, we are trying to work things out but I have fallen into a deep dark depression and the only joy I have are my twins.
I am hoping here is a start for me have a safe place to talk and get some advice.
Thanks for reading my long ass post. LOL and I left out ALOT