After being so off track, I had totally forgot to study for a huge Lab test today. Woke up early, tried to focus and the state I was in was not in a good one this morning. I felt like a failure and just seen no way in heck would I pass this test. Someway, somehow, I got an A.
But it only gets better, an old girlfriend I hadn't talked to in a few years due to close connections just popped over and surprised me with my bday gift she had bought, even though we weren't talking.
We hashed things out and had a few great hours of tears and hugs and promises of never ever letting a douchebag get in between us again...partly her x and my x. Finally I have someone within 10 minutes of me again that I can run away if need be, given a slap upside my head reminding me of said x being a douche and just a person to talk to.
Now to really focus on my next Test tomorrow.
And thanking the SI community for being just an outlet for a lonely lady at a bad time in her life 
