"Sometimes your knight in shining armor ...is just a douchebag in tin foil!!"
So... my XWH and MOW both decided to start running and racing (like me) during my separation and after my divorce. I run into them all the time. Well...she took it a couple of steps further since she can't actually beat me in a race, and they now put on a yearly race together for breast cancer awareness mixing the fire department in the theme. (he's a fireman). Its for a good cause. But, I refuse to run it. It would be filled with all of the people who turned their backs on me when our marriage went down the toilet.
But, I still find myself going to their event site and looking at their pictures. The ones of her in the firetruck grinning and laughing. The ones of him and her together smiling like they won an Emmy Award or something.....
Someone I know in the running community commented on a picture of them together saying "You look so happy" and she said she was. And, it bothered me.
I don't want her to be happy. I don't want him to be happy. I want them to be miserable after what they did to me. But, it looks like they are living this fairytale happy life and I'm a struggling lonely single mom.
Life is not fair. I know that. But, it still sucks.
ME - BW - 35
HIM - XWH - 39
D day: November 15th, 2009
Married: 5 Years, together 8
Divorced: December 13th, 2010
New Beginning: Piper/8-3-12