I can't find her on fb. She used to be on it but since I messaged her GF to tell her about the A I have either been blocked by them or they have left it.
If I look for her on other social media sites she is nowhere to be found.
When I google her name it just comes up on infidelity.org and liarscheatersrus.com, as does my ex's name! :) :) (I wonder who did that?! :))
I've had this gut feeling for a while now. Though it might just be that I'm starting to find my feet and plan for mine and my kids future.
I guess I'm afraid to trust in the universe again and not worry that if I feel happy something awful is going to happen.
As for child support ex pays a little over what he legally is obliged to. We do not have this in any legal writing. But maybe I should do some more snooping and if the worst does happen with OW I can contact child support before the OC is born.
I hope it's just paranoia.